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It is no wonder that by the time
Morales became a teenager, he was an avid recruiter for the X-Men, a gang whose standard
operating procedure included physical combat with the police. Morales says that during
his gang years, Ramirez used to aggressively scream at him to try to scare him into
better ways.
It didn't work. At age 17, Morales went to jail for dealing drugs, leaving his younger
brother Hector to manage life in the streets by himself. Following his big brother's
lead, Hector had joined the X-Men too.
I knew that Hector was looking up to me," says Morales. "I felt like we
were growing up in the middle of nowhere with nothing to lose. Hector had to learn
at a young age that he had to be tough, learn the streets tough and meet an argument
violently."
"Hector was a witness when I got stabbed in the face and came close to dying,"
says Morales. "He, himself, became the victim of violence because first he was
stabbed at a very young age and almost died, and then he got shot in the head. We
were seeing our friends dying off and people getting shot on a regular basis."
One night, while serving his six-year sentence, Morales caught the evening news on
the prison TV and heard a broadcast that changed his life: Hector had open fired
on police. The officers shot back in defense.
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Morales next to a
memorial headstone
of his brother Hector,
painted by members
of the X-men gang |
Morales relives the memory on
fast-forward, as if he can speed past the terror of the moment he finally felt his
own pain. "When you're illiterate and you hear the newscaster say that the assailant
has been identified as one Hector Daniel Morales and that he's listed in critical
condition and you don't understand what 'critical condition' means, you're just thinking
he's in the hospital.
"And you're getting mad and you say you're going to get out there and kill cops.
And you have an inmate who's dying from AIDS grab you by the throat and say, 'Do
you know what 'critical condition' means? It means your brother's on a thin line
between life and death.'"
Later that night, Hector died. "It was the first time the lifestyle, the drugs,
the gangs and everything caught up with me," says Morales. "I'm pretty
sure that a lot of young people never expect to go to prison or they never expect
death to be the consequence, but it became a reality."
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